Ramblings of this guy

I’m pretty sure I’m starting to crack under all the pressure.

Can’t sleep. Brother won’t shutup while he plays xbox. Need to wake up and type up an exam I kept putting off. Sounds like a great night to watch horror movies on Netflix.

I love forgetting my wallet at home.

I think I’m never gonna get a girlfriend but I don’t really care. All I need is my books, Internet, food, and a place to live and I’m set for life. I guess money would be good too.

So today I learned that the girl I like likes someone else.  Am I supposed to be sad?  Because I’m not.  I have no feelings about it.  I think that just ties to me not really caring about much of anything anymore.

I knew she didn’t like me that way for a long time but my friend told me “oh she likes you, shes just shy” and I was like “uh huh” and just went along it.  I even deluded (is that the right word?) myself into thinking it was true, but inside I know it wasn’t.

What am I saying?  I went off point.  Not like this changes anything for my life. 

I really hate having to drive all over town in one day.

I arrived an hour late for my first final.  I think my phone isn’t working.  Its raining and wet and cold.  Could this day get any worse?

Met with an academic adviser for culinary arts

turns out all my credits for gen. ed. transferred and all I have to do is worry about getting into the culinary classes.  Unfortunately it seems the culinary classes are extremely popular so it might be a challenge.